I'm not one of those people that other's look at with that thought of "Man she has it all!!!" Nope that's not me at all.
I'm not where I wanted to be in life. Sure I have all the things that I have ever wanted....with one little exception! I have the great husband and kids hell I even have a great dog....but that exception that I was talking about....yup it's where I have my roots.....?....
Most people have this thing about living near family and having roots you know being grounded. Trust me I love my family and I have the best friends but still there is that longing for something more... something that I once had and let go....
For most of the past 30 something years I have lived in a small town (and I mean small)I longed for somthing more, something exciting....and well my great husband made that happen. He gave up everything and moved us to Chicago, I was thrilled....but of course like most girls missed my mom and my family and friends. So after a year he moved me back to Michigan ... now lets be clear most of that year that we lived in Chicago we spent still in Michigan do to random things that heald us up.
Once we were moved back to MI I knew that I had made the biggest mistake of my life... :( I started to fall into this deep hole that was empty. It was like a death ! You have no idea I just felt so empty. Of course I told my hubby nothing was wrong, after all he moved me back home. Thats what I wanted right????? NOPE ! Each day since I have been sad, mad, pissed right off.
Its like that saying "You don't know what you got till it's gone" so true.
So as this could go on and on.....
It's time to get serious~ I graduated from school and have an interview in just a couple days! I have one year, we have one year. Thats the goal! We are moving back to Chicago for good!!!!
